Hi friends,
I’m writing this update while sitting under some comfy blankets after spending the majority of the weekend on the couch (not the beach, unfortunately). I’ve been sick with an infection. Nothing crazy. I’m on antibiotics and will be just fine. But having to sit still, especially with how trying these last few months have been, has me a bit anxious.
There’s a lot going on in the world, and what we had planned for 2020 very quickly, and abruptly, went out the window. I think it’s safe to say, this has not been an easy time for anyone. And yet, we’ve collectively come together (in some ways) to lift and support one another. And I think that’s so beautiful.
One of the many things I’ve noticed during this time is that some of those who’ve never experienced anxiety or depression before, are now feeling the weight of those experiences. If that is you, I’m praying for you. I’ve been there again and again and again (repeat). I know what it feels like and please know, you’re not alone.
I’m praying
And while we’re talking about it, I’ve been praying a whole lot more. If you didn’t catch it on my IG, I’ve been doing my absolute best to spend time in prayer before really getting my day started. With all that’s going on in the world, with all of the downright terrible news, with all of the pain, I’m praying and opening the Word far more (as we all should be, but there’s just something about a pandemic combined with civil unrest that makes you fall faster to your knees).
I’ve learned a lot throughout all that’s happened over the past few months. One of those things is how downright vile people become on the internet. It makes me sad. It breaks my heart. And truthfully, I’ve had to extremely limit my social media consumption. The world is loud, and gets even louder when you get on social media. But I guess that’s when we turn back to prayer. Pray for an end to the evil, pray for conversion of hearts, pray for more love and kindness.
I’m discerning
I’m discerning how to bring others into RunningMyselfTogether. Yes, we have a beautiful and wonderful community here. But if you notice, my voice is the loudest. Now, granted, this ministry did start as a little blog about my recovery from an eating disorder by way of running, so it makes sense. But truthfully, I’m tired of hearing my own voice. I’m so ready to share the amazing and wonderful stories of the other women in this community. The ones who’ve conquered similar and not similar demons as I have.
Because when we hear other voices, when we hear other stories of triumph, we feel less alone.
The problem is, right now I’m pretty much a team of one. So, in your kindness, please pray for this ministry – that it continues to follow God’s will and that He sends the help it needs. There’s so much I want to do with it and that I believe God has placed on my heart. But it’s kind of hard to do all of those things as a solo team who still works a full time job.
Which leads me to The Lux Summit (something I was blessed to be a part of). If you’re looking for a spiritual uplift, if you’ve been discerning how you can be a light in this world, this Summit will sure to ignite the flame in your heart. If you missed it, there’s no need to fret. You can still purchase a pass to all of the talks (which were amazing!) here.
I’m also VERY excited, because I spent this time in quarantine becoming a certified personal trainer through NASM, which means… I can now begin offering so much more to my clients!
I’m resting
Like I mentioned, I’ve been a bit under the weather recently. Nothing huge. But it has impacted my running a bit, which has me bummed, because I have my sights set on a marathon (God willing) in December.
But the resting has been good. I’ve been spending time… well, working on my bullet journal, reading and praying, spending time with loved ones.
David and I are doing well. We’re continuing to grow in love and working very hard to serve Our Lord. We’ve had difficult conversations about faith and love and our future, and they’ve all been fruitful. I’m very excited for what God has in store for us.
All in all, things are going well over here. You’re in my prayers. Please never hesitate to reach out.
Much love,
Maria
P.S. – This update may be a bit bland… but I mean… I’ve been in the house for the past three months. What do you expect? 🙂